Today would have been our 18th year Anniversary, it was supposed to be a day in which we had our own tradition, today is the 1 day of the year I would have refrained from saying NO to any wish or desire that my wife may have had (and she has had some doozies over the years), Today is the day that I would have spent granting every wish and going to great lengths to profess my love to her.
Today is the day that I would have had reservations at her favorite 5 start restaurant, today is the day our house would have been filled with flowers, today is the day I would have romanced the jinkers out of her, today is the day we would have went dancing.
Today was our day, it would have been our Anniversary, Today is the day I would have gotten down on one knee , opened a small box with a jewelry trinket of some sort and proposed to her yet again for the 18th Time, a tradition I have done every year with her, my way of saying Darling, I loved you from the very start and as each year passes my love for you only grows stronger and deeper, you are even more beautiful now as the day we first met, and Darling, if I had to do it all over again, I wouldn’t change a single thing, I love you more than life itself.
This Valentines day all I have is a deep sense of loss, my Heart aches and I weep tears of deep sorrow and loneliness, all I have left are memories of a happier time. I force a smile as the memories flow, I weep as I watch families out for a nice morning walk, I miss her, no Today is now just another day now, and will forever be.
Today is hard on Hammy too, today is the day he would have given her a homemade card that he made in art class at school, today is the day he would have kissed his Mom on the cheek and told her just how much he loved her, today is the day he would have strived and gone the extra mile to make her happy, to do as she asked without question or thought, today is the day he would have catered to her every whim,today is the day where he would have shared in the feelings of love, today is the day where he would have felt the love of his little family.
It’s not the same now without her, Today is just another day for Hammy and I now, Today we will play chess and share a nice meal together, today we will go for a walk and try to avoid the families that are out and about, today has become a day of remembrance of what was once a Happy joyous day, today is a day that is forever changed, today is now just another day. a hard day on the both of us.
Butch.
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